Saturday, August 8, 2009

SG

Sg is a city.....a busy city....
is really different with malaysia.....
culture is different, teaching is different, expectation is different, system different...n ppl is different....
do meet lots of nice ppl here......
my colleagues....now i m in breast team lar.....my colleagues are hanboon, renjun & jie li...
they r all very nice ppl....teach me a lots of things....
but...i still miss home....miss malaysia....miss hotchick them........
i guess...is kinda weird that for the past 5 years we have been doing lots of things together in KL... n suddenly we get aparted so far away...
think i need time......
miss miss miss.......
going back to meet them....
yeah.....

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Post call day 2

Post call day2....
the first call ever i haev become HO...
is sucked!!!! really sucked....
tired till wanna faint...
maybe need to resus me first ...
i dun ever touch the bed during call..
got 16 new admissions....
but i take damn long to do the case...
and when reach mid night...i ad in confusion stage...
imagine...wearing scrub suit..n nike sportshoes...super comforatble..
yet i got blisterssss on my foot...
see...how long i been 'running'...literally running....or brisk walking...
my reg, Dr.Lie saw me so tired post call..thus so generous n kind to give me half day off..
even he said i can go bac fr 1pm..
but i stay bac n finish some parts of my jobs till 3+
i really not meant to burden my partner, andrew so much...
as this time..he been backed me up lots...n helped me lots...
but i m really in confusion stage...cannot remember things...
even walking or typing i can fall asleep....
n super suffering....
but...this is wat the prob started....
i make him go back on 10pm that day....is my faulth....
he got say sth lar....is truth....but...even though know is my faulth yet i feel so upset...
he asked me never ever take post call leave again....n i need to take care of my pts well enough..
as during call...that i have so many patient...once i run the blood ix...i didn't trace it..as i dun have time of it...really no time....no time for food...for sleep..for drink..for toilet....
thus...some of my pts got electrolyte imbalances....thus, andrew is the 1 cleaning all the mess up for me....
he got say sth serious to me lar...but i know he is right...
he is a nice guy....yet he got mad w me....prove that i m really bad n useless partner lar..
feel super guithy n useless....
i ad try my best...try to work faster...try to get things done correctly.....
but yet...still a bunch of mess.....
damn depressing lar....need ice cream now....

Thursday, July 2, 2009

2nd Day in Vascular

today....is ok lar...
as ppl around me all r kind lar...
they treat me so well....without scolding...
but i do think i deserve the scold...
as i did sth really stupid today....
aikss....got a nurse called me out to speak to the radiologist in charge regarding my patient in icu...
thus...i been tried my best to find the nurse....then her radiologist this afternoon...
n the radiologist told me that gastrograffin study have been done for my patient n showed major leakage anastomosis...
thus been keeping this info...n till evening...told my registra.....
n he is in great surprise....
as OUR PATIENT DID NOT HAVE ANASTOMOSIS...
which means.....the nurse been called the wrong HO...
and i am damn idiot to entertain her....and do think is my patient's problem...
plus....if really got leakage in anastmosis..i should inform surgeon immediately...
not to wait so long lar....even the radiologist told me that he had informed the surgeon ....
but i still do think i need to inform once more time....as is my part of job...
aiks...but i m damn stupid lar...
so blur.....
thus..really hate to pick up call lar....
when call comes....must be sth happenning....or ask u to do stuffs lar....
one day pick up more than 20 calls.....is damn irritating lol....
and most of the calls is calling for the wrong HO...
Plz lar...i am team1 A not team1 B....
thus....stop calling the wrong HO to review pt.....
and dun beg me to come to the patient that i am not in charge...as they cannot find the correct HO...
is really not my team's patient.....so, it is not a right thing to do lar...
then...i m so easy to find meh...
y every1 tend to call me de.....???
swt....
aikss....wat to do.....
luckily i got a very efficient partner, andrew lar...
he has been backed up for me since then.....
but felt damn sorry n embarrassed lar...
as he is doing my part as well...
i should learn to do faster...n know much more...
in order not to drag him down lar....
thanks ya ,andrew....n sorry as well....
i will try my best to work faster lar....

P.S i am been told by my colleague that i walk too slow....OMG......there is even footsore on my foot even i had wore super ugly but comfortable leather shoes ad.....too slow walking? swt....ya,...i supposed to run de,...compare to them.....aikss....maybe next time go buy skating shoes better.... i dun even got a chance to sit down to drink water...is very unhealthy leh..to drink so little water....per day....aikss.... wat to do....try my best to pick up lar

Friday, June 26, 2009

Pregnant?

damn shit lar....
currently..without u all beside me...
n super busy in surg department...
my gastritis relapse......
no1 there to remind me to eat...food..n meds....
sob...sob....
yaya...know that i m suppose to take care of myself ...
but.....aikss....
dun know lar...
my colleague thought i m pregnant...
is so ridiculous lar...
pregnant leh.....queen, save me lar......
maybe u go n kill the guy...
am i look so sui bian?
sob sob...
super miss u guys...
will try my best not to end at lying on the surg bed due to UGIB.....
sob sob....

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

News from sg

first of all...i wanna say....
i miss u guys so much....
feel so lonely....helpless....at here....
ya...hotchick might probably said that u stay w kk them....still lonely meh? got fds ar...
is different....
days w hotchick..queen...kiew ing....suyin them.... keep flashing back...
n i damn miss the queen's bed....lying on the bed n chat w u guys....
tagging in sg....following sg's ho....they r nice ppl....
erm...i m starting my tagging on 22/6 (mon) till fri...
however...the HO 's stuffs r all new to me...all computerised..
thus i have lots to learn...
n then....might be stay tagging even the weekend guah...
ermm..currently i m in vascular team lar,...the busiest team in surg...
work from 6.30am till after 8.30pm.....sometimes even worse...
aikss...u all guys bless me alr....
but the consultan , reg n mo here r ncie ppl..
dun shout at ppl....n really good temper ar....
haha...might be will scream at me later...if i cont my blur blur....attitude....
is hell ....even tagging...is damn tired lar....
sorry ar....stanley n han boon...
now i actually sneaked out a while...to online n blog...
ha...they r my tagging HO...they r really nice guys....
teach me lots....
even i m damn blur...
stanley keeps repeating steps by steps for me...even though he laughs at me lots...
han boon...keeps telling all the tips of becoming vascular HO...
aikss....in fact i wish to hide all my clumsiness n blurness.....
wish to act out like professional...doctor....
however...i think i m not an good actor....haha.....
still blur blur....n dun know how to say...
hope i dun screw up lar.....
our seniors r at here...i met kon voi n carmen here...unfortuantely they r going to have a break soon...thus....aikss....wat to do....
have to depend on ur own lar....
miss miss home...miss miss fdssss.......

P.S send msg to me when u all r free lar.... kinda miss u all...let me know how u all doing ...

kiew ing, ur msg i will keep it....in my hp...thanks ar....feel so touched.....yaya...will work hard de... u also take care ya....take care of urself....n baby too.... little jessie/james, have to be obedient inside mama's womb ooo....ur mum is super tired ad ...dun make her more suffer...
hehe... meet u during convo lar.... :P

hotchick, hey..take care in mlk ar.....make fds....n try to visit me when u r free lar....dun go out too late ar..is kidna dangerous for a pretty gal to walk late at night on street...hehehe....

bye guys.....gonna catch up w the HO now....missing too long ad...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

New beginning

End of the holiday soon....
going to start new job...houseofficer of Singapore General Hosp...in surg department
will go down to sg at 18/6.....
and yet things haven't packed yet...
this few days been busy for shopping...for shoes...clothes....bag...cosmetics....
and really really broke now...
hehe...
hope everything will be fine lar....
mina, keep contact ya
and hope every1 is fine in whatever place

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Shopping hell

since queen n hotchick been complained that i have long time ago not update my blog n i m so 'free' at home...
thus.....
yaya...went shopping this few days...
n t.i.s company is ad bankrupt....
so sad that i m so broke....seeing the wallet....
so happy when i see those stuffs i have bought...
lists of glory:
1 spec
1 pants
5 shirts
1 shoes
1 Bag
hehe......yaya...feel so satisfied....
will go for shopping again later this few days....
wanna buy some cosmetic products.....if i still got money....
friends......aikss.....
i know ...i know....
is my bad habit to shop tat lots.....
but....is really nice ar.......
juz have to eat bread n milo in sg.....
thus....add oil for me ooo.....